I SLEPT WELL

I got up at 6am so I could get ready for my day with the women. I showered and shaved everywhere. My legs were smooth. I had no hair under my armpits or on my arms. My ass was clean shaven even the crack. My chest was also free of all hair.

The only hair below my eyebrows was a cute little patch above my clit. I used my water pick to rinse inside my chastity cage. I was becoming accustomed to wearing it. Although last night I had painful erections that woke me up. Cathy my wife’s best friend said it’s never coming off.

She had locked the keys in a safety deposit box. She had chosen a cage with a very tight ring around my balls. It also had a very small tube for my clit. I had tried to pull my balls out, but it was too painful. Cathy told me she was going to have my clit pierced and put in a prince albert metal stud that will insure I can’t pull out. I had given up any chance to use it ever again.

She will then permanently attach the top of the cage to the bottom with JB weld and super glue. It will never again see the light of Day and I will pee through a hole the rest of my life. Sitting down to pee like a woman. Only using the women’s room. My only sexual satisfaction will be from my pussy ass and its sensitive p spot.

It excites me to think of losing my dick forever. To be a true sissy slut who craves men. I didn’t realize that watching all that gay sissy porn over the years had transformed me into the characters in the porn. I want to be taken.

No more trying to get my wife to have sex with me. No more jacking off to porn. Now totally committed to being a full-time woman. I will have only one chance at sexual pleasure and that will be through my pussy.

I have always masturbated imagining I was the one enjoying cock. Often thinking about tasting my load after I cum. Every time I made love to my wife Christel, I would go back to the images of the gay tranny porn.

I couldn’t get hard without thinking about it. I liked fucking her dogie style. She couldn’t see me fingering my ass hole and ramming fingers up there while we fucked. I was imagining being fucked hard from behind while I was fucking her.

Now, I will need frequent and prolonged penetration to achieve satisfaction. And to attract men I must become very sexy and skilled at flirting and dressing in a provocative manner. Letting them know I was a very naughty girl that craved them.

I admired myself in the mirror.

The women at the beauty parlor had done a great job with my wig. I would be growing out my hair. Cathy had a monthly appointment scheduled for me. My eyebrows would be threaded. Electrolysis all over my body would keep my hair to a minimum. I never had much hair to start with. My nails would be long and painted.

Ever since I had sex with Cathys friend all I can think about is men’s cocks and getting fucked in my pussy until I cum from it. I crave cock. The musky smell of it. The force of it. The taste of it. Being taken by it. And being submissive to men turns me on.

What degrading things would they make me do?

I came so hard from Cathys friend Steve fucking me. The bed was soaked from me Cumming and I wasn’t even hard. He was skilled at ramming it in at just the right angle. He brought me to several pgasms. The thought of being his fuck toy once a week without any choice excited me.

I thought about what Cathy had said about giving me breasts. What would I look like? How would they fill out my bra? How big would they be? How would it feel to have them fondled? It excited me to think of a man’s big rough hands all over them. I pinched my nipple imagining them grabbing them from behind.

I think even if my wife hadn’t caught me, eventually I would have ended up going out in search of cock. I had been fantasizing about going to a local porn store that was notorious for glory holes. Often, I masturbated while sucking my dildoe imagining it was a random man’s cock at a glory hole.

I put on my garter belt and black stockings. One at a time over my freshly shaved legs. I pointed my toes as I pulled them up and attached them to the belt. Then lacy ruffled black panties over. They felt sexy going over my ass and my balls that were tightly bound by the cage. Next my maid’s outfit with white apron and white bonnet.

I finished with my black pumps. I applied all my makeup and red lipstick. I thought about how I was getting better at making myself look feminine. Last night I looked at several sites on the web explaining makeup for sissies. I also searched for flirting secrets on the web. How to attract men. Looking in the mirror again, I realized how far I had come in just two days.

I thought about my predicament.

How Mistress Cathy had so much over me, and I had no choice but follow her commands. I strained to get hard in my cage thinking about how she was going to keep me dressed as a women and pimp me out. I didn’t want to go to prison.

Someone knocked on the door. I rushed to answer it. It was a UPS delivery guy

with three packages. He did a double take when I opened the door. Has been delivering to our house görükle escort for 3 years. I had to sign. I looked and it was addressed to Paula. I signed, adding the “a” to the end of my name. He winked and chuckled as he walked away. I thought I noticed a budge in his brown shorts.

The first was from an online pharmacy. I opened it up and there were three types of pills inside.

My phone rang. It was from Cathy.

“I see you got your candy.”

“It’s the next step in you becoming a total woman.”

“My husband Bob prescribed them for you”

“He is a plastic surgeon who specializes in gender reassignment.”

I had thought her husbands name was Jim but then remembered that’s Cathys bisexual lawyer friend. The one who holds all the videos of me being a sissy. The one who will fuck me once a week until my debt is paid.

“Paula when I’m done with you, you will walk like a woman, talk like a woman, dress like a woman, have desires like a woman, and fuck and cum like a woman.”

“The first one is Relugolix.”

“It will make you stop producing your boy hormones.”

“Soon your balls will shrink, and that pathetic thing you used to call a penis won’t swell anymore. It will shrink into a proper clit. Girls don’t need erections they need their pussies filled.”

“Soon you won’t need a cage because it will only be a nub that won’t get hard.”

“It’s kind of a nub anyway. When we caught you masturbating with a dildoe crammed up your ass I got a good look. What is it 2 or 3 inches?”

“2.5 mistress.”

“You were born with an oversized clit Paula.”

“No wonder you fantasize about getting fucked.”

“It was useless anyway according to Christel. She said she never could orgasm from it. It would always slip out especially if she had been fucking one of her lovers that week.”

“I’m sure you knew she had lovers. Everyone did. Christel told me she is a size queen. She loves to be properly stretched.”

“At her bachelorette party, she was a girl gone wild.”

“We all met up at my house.”

“She changed into a mini skirt without panties a white blouse without a bra and some 4-inch fuck me red pumps to match her lipstick.”

“We went to a strip club for women to look at the men.”

“She fondled all of their hard bodies and big cocks.”

“She said it was making her hot and wet touching all those cocks.”

“They even invited her on stage.”

“The men all danced around her and rubbed their hard bodies on her.”

“She told me she wanted to go across the street to a strip club for men because she needed to be fucked.”

“As soon as we walked in, she was getting hit on by every man.”

“Dressed as she was, they thought she worked there.”

“Having her bride to be sash on made her a target.”

“She had her choice.”

“She gave several lap dances.”

“She had more fingers in her soaked pussy than I could count.”

“She let them all fondle and suck her tits.”

“Since she wasn’t wearing panties, the men were all fingering her slutty pussy.”

“A group of black construction workers invited her to their table.”

“She started kissing all of them.”

“The all disappeared into the back room.”

“They were gone 2 hours.”

“They took turns fucking her.”

“Sometimes 2 at a time.”

“She said they all had large cocks many over 9 inches.”

“She told me she lost count of how many times they made her cum.”

“They were all bareback.”

“On several occasions I noticed new black man going back into the room.”

“She had many huge black loads shot inside her.”

“Several of them shot into her mouth.”

“After she gave them all her phone number. She told them she was available anytime because her sissy husband has a small pathetic clit of a penis and could never satisfy her urges.”

“After they put her in lingerie and sent her on the dance floor with her pussy full of cum and stretched and red.”

“Hickes all over her tits and neck.”

“Men were paying to get a close look at her well fucked pussy.”

“After she came home drunk and well fucked.”

“Remember she told you she was too tired that night. And she wanted to save herself for you.”

“She told me she even fucked your best man Erin at your wedding right before your ceremony. He fucked her hard in the back room while she had her wedding dress on.”

“She said he was hung like a horse. He made her cum many times and shot a big thick load in her pussy.”

“As the wedding march started, he commanded her to clean his cock.”

“She sucked him clean of all of their juices.”

“The 0fficiant said you may now kiss the bride.”

“She did so with a devilish look to Erin with them both knowing his cum soaked cock was just in their minutes ago.”

“The crowd applauded as she kissed you deeply with a sperm tongue.”

“She said after as you two rode away in the limo she told you she was so excited to be married to you. Thinking she was going to get as much cock when and wherever she chose.”

“She had you eat her in the back of the bursa eskort limo. You thought she was excited from waiting so long for sex. The two of you hadn’t had sex for 6 months before your wedding.”

“Well at least you hadn’t. Those girls’ nights out were just a screen for her very promiscuous lifestyle.”

“The wet spot in her panties was from Erins load leaking out.”

“Christel asked you if you enjoyed eating her pussy.”

“You said hell yes.”

“She said great because she will want you to savor the salty creamy flavor over and over just like it tastes right now.”

“She has been to his apartment many times since you married.”

“Evrey time when she came home she had you lick her pussy.”

“The second pill is estrogen.”

“It’s your prize baby.”

“It will make you more girly.”

“Your hair will stop growing, your hips will widen, your voice will soften, and your desire to be fucked will increase.”

“You will still need to cut all carbohydrates out of your diet and do some exercises to firm and enlarge your ass.”

“Christel and I want you thinking about men day and night.”

“You are going to be our money-making bimbo.”

“Your pussy is going to get so much needy cock and you will take them all anyway they want it.”

“The third is PrEP. It’s HIV prevention medication. I want you to be a very naughty girl with all sorts of men.”

“With as much cock as you are going to be getting in your slutty pussy you need protection.”

“Many of the men answering your online adds don’t want to use condoms.”

“Eat them every day in clear view of the overhead cameras.”

“Starting now.”

I pulled a tablet from each and gulped it down with water.

“Great, you want to be a total woman don’t you Paula?”

“Yes mistress.”

“I’m going to make you so feminine the boys will all want you.”

“You will learn to flirt and wiggle your ass when you walk by them.”

“The glance you give them and the way you will lick your lips when you look at them will make them all hard.”

“And none of them will mind your tiny clit when they find out how well you fuck.”

“Do you want men?”

“Yes mistress.”

‘Say it, Paula.”

“I want men mistress.”

“What do you want them to do to you Paula?”

“I want them to fuck me mistress.”

“Fuck you where slut.”

“Fuck me hard in my pussy.”

“Why would you want that, Paula?”

“It’s what I crave, what I need, what I desire to be a sissy fuck toy to men. To have them be rough with me to have their hands all over me. To have them dominate me. To have them treat me like the cock hungry slut I am.”

“And what shall we do with your clit?”

“Anything you want mistress.”

“Of course I own it.”

“I could cut it off along with your balls if I wanted.”

“For now, it’s so cute locked up for life in its prison.”

“Tell me who owns it, Paula.”

“You own it mistress Cathy and its yours to do with as you please.”

“Look at you all dressed up to clean like a sissy maid.”

“The men will want all you.”

“And when they pay, they can do anything they want.”

“Say it, Paula.”

“If they pay, they can do anything they want mistress.”

“Anything Paula?”

“Yes, mistress anything”

“HaHa, men can be perverted.”

“Oh, my Paula then all the nasty men who have been asking for dirty and perverted things on eros, will all have you.”

“One man has a friend Charles getting out of prison next weekend and is paying for you as a present.”

“He likes tranny sex.”

“His friend showed him your eros page.”

“You are going to make me and Christel a lot of spending money.”

“It’s not like you have a choice in the matter.”

“You could go to jail.”

“But then you would be someone’s fuck toy anyway.”

“Open the second package.”

It was larger than the first.

It was a but plug and an enema bag.

“Go to the bathroom and flush yourself out.”

“You must always be squeaky clean.”

“Go do it now Paula!”

I went to the bathroom and filled the red enema bag with warm water. I hung it up on the towel rack, I laid on the bathroom floor in my maid’s outfit. I inserted the nozzle in my pussy and opened the valve to a slow trickle.

I got on all 4s with my head down. Slowly I got a full feeling. I shut off the nozzle and stayed there for 5 minutes before rushing to the toilet. I repeated these 2 more times until everything came out clear.

“Did you, do it?”

“Yes mistress.”

“Put the plug inside you now Paula.”

“You will be getting larger and larger ones. as you become accustomed.”

“This one is 5.5 inches long, 3 inches in circumference, and 1.5 inches width.”

“Soon you will be walking around full time with 10 inches long, 6 inches in circumference, 3.5 inches width.”

“From now on you will always have something in your pussy before your dates or when you clean women’s houses.”

“No exceptions.”

“A plug, dildoe, or penis.”

“Except for when you take a crap.”

“That bursa escort will be at 6am followed by enema.”

“That way your pussy will always be ready for cock.”

“Lube the plug.”

“Put it close to your pussy hole.”

“Rub the tip of it on your pussy hole.”

“Beg me to put it in.”

“Pleas mistress Cathy can I put it in?”

“I said beg.”

“Please Mistress Cathy can I put it in I need it so bad I need my pussy filled so bad, please.”

“Yes, but don’t go easy ram it with one thrust.”

“I want to hear you scream.”

“I can see on camera if you cheat.”

“I pushed it all the way in with one motion.”

“Ahhhh, Fuck, Mmmmm.”

“You didn’t say thank you. “

“You must always thank you whoever penetrates you, Paula.”

“Thank you, mistress Cathy, for allowing me to penetrate my pussy.”

“Nice Paula just the way you will take cock. No fucking around. All the way at once in your pussy.”

“And I have it recorded to add to your online profile.”

“There will be no questions that you will be obedient and very willing.”

“Tell the men on camera Paula how much you want their cocks.”

“Do it Paula the camera is rolling and I need a great video for your profile.”

“Hello men, I need to be fucked really bad. I need your hard cocks inside my slutty pussy ass.”

“You can take me any way you want.”

“I won’t say no to anything.”

“Make me cry if you want.”

“Spank my ass red as hard as you want and for as long as you want.”

“Use my slutty mouth.”

“Make my tongue taste everything.”

“Take charge, be mean, and give me what I deserve for being a sissy.”

“Pull it out fast slut.”

“Ahhhhh”

“Shove it in”

“Ahhhhhhhhh”

“Tell the men on camera what you need Paula.”

“I need to be fucked hard like this.”

“Ahhhhh ahhhhh ahhhh”

“I won’t ever stop or deny you.”

“Ahhh ahhhhhhh ahhh”

“I’ll be moaning with your dick in me like a slut.”

“Ahhhhhhhhh.”

“Pull it out Paula”

“Hold it up.”

“This is my enema test.”

“Suck it.”

I put it in my mouth.

“You had better be squeaky clean or you will be sucking a lot of shit off of men’s cocks.”

“Put it back in and leave it until I say you can remove it.”

“Open the third box.”

Inside were breast forms and glue.

“Pull down your top.”

“These will have to do until next month when Bob has you on the surgery schedule.”

“Coat the inside with glue and put them on.”

“You will lay on your back until your uber arrives.”

“By then the glue will dry and they can’t come off.”

“Your ride will be there soon. I will call when he is close.”

Cathy hung up laughing.”

I adjusted myself in the mirror looking at my fake tits.

I was beginning to look like a real woman.

15 minutes later the phone went off. It was a text from Cathy.

Red Prius license 2rw379 drivers name Mohammed 945.

I pulled up my top over my breasts and fixed my lipstick.

I watched as the car drove up.

“Mohammed?”

“Paula?”

He opened the door.

“Get in.”

He grabbed my ass as I got in.

We drove across town and then into an alley.

He stopped the car and went outside and then opened the passenger door. He had his dick out of his pants.

“Cathy said if I didn’t charge for the ride, you would suck me off.”

I went to work as soon as he sat in the back seat.

I don’t think he had bathed for several days and had a very musky smell of too much cologne. To top it off he was uncircumcised.

I licked around the edge of his foreskin as I pulled back the glands.

He was leaking precum.

I licked all of it from the tip.

“I’ve been thinking about this blow job all morning.”

I put it in my mouth.

It was very salty and grew to full size instantly.

Not very big, I would say 5 inches.

I ran my tongue around the tip and sucked hard as my lips went up and down on the shaft.

“mmmm fuck yes suck it sissy bitch.”

“My clit was straining in its cage to get hard.”

“His manly cock taste and smell was turning me on.”

“Were the hormones working already?”

More precum leaked into my mouth.

He took out a cell phone and began videoing my blow job.

“Suck it good you slutty bitch.”

“Look at you all dressed up like a sissy maid.”

“Do you enjoy sucking my cock?”

“Yes Sir”

“Look me in my eyes while you suck me.”

He reached into my panties and found I had a chastity cage.

“Cathy, has you locked up tight.”

“She told me your wife caught you all dressed up with a huge dildoe up your ass.”

“And you were watching two men screw a sissy from both ends on your tv.”

“Your wife wanted to leave you, but Cathy knew she could use you for her profit.”

“If I didn’t have another ride waiting for me, I would pull those panties down and rip your ass open.”

He pulled my panties aside and saw my but plug.

“Oh, you are a slut.”

I moaned.

“Do you like having it fucked?”

“Yes sir.”

“I bet you do.”

“I haven’t had sex since my wife went back to the middle east last month.”

I used my hand and mouth in unison as I increased my pace.

He grabbed the back of my head and rammed.

“Take my cock. You sissy slut. Suck it good.”