Music emanated from the stereo as Billy lay in his bed thinking about how much his life had changed in such a short amount of time. Just a few months ago he was a relatively lonely guy who spent most of his free time playing with his dick. His favorite pastime had been jerking off after school, like every other adolescent kid on the planet. Now, he had graduated high school and was enjoying the best summer of his life before he went off to college to begin the next phase of his life.
Billy had grown up virtually alone as his parents had always been distant and largely absent. They were either working or off somewhere, they were hardly ever at home unless it was to sleep. Despite having some good friends, once summer started people scattered like tumbleweeds in the wind. That was especially true this summer as everyone he knew was preparing to set off into the great unknown of college. While Billy spent a little time with his buddies, most of his attention was reserved for his next door neighbor Suzy. And he considered that time well spent.
Quite by chance, Billy had hooked up with Suzy back in March when she came home unexpectedly from college one day to drop some things off at her house. Since then Billy felt as if his whole life had taken an enormous turn. Everything was different. Before, he had been somewhat uncomfortable around girls and found solace in his daily masturbation exploits, preferring the feel of his hand around his cock to any other sensation. Billy had experimented here and there with a couple people, notably Angela who was always up for some fun. But now? Holy shit! There was no comparison.
Suzy was three years older than Billy but they had always been close, especially when they were young kids. It was obvious that Billy had a crush on Suzy, something which she took more than a little delight in knowing. Yet, they still hung out and did things even though she was older than him. In particular, they used to hang out at the local roller rink in town, an otherwise extinct place in 21st century America but not in their little neck of the woods. It was there that Billy and Suzy often skated to the “couple’s only” song, and it was also there that they shared their first awkward kiss.
Time marched on. Suzy and Billy got older but were always very friendly to one another, despite the difference in their age or the fact that Suzy moved on to high school while he remained in middle school. They spent just one year together in the high school before Suzy left for college, and after that they only saw each other sporadically at best, usually over holidays or summer recess but never for very long.
Then everything changed this past spring when they practically stumbled into sex together. It was an experience that was as sudden and unplanned as it was passionate and wonderful. Although Billy was a novice when it came to sex, he proved to be a master at licking Suzy’s pussy. She had never experienced anything like it and, afterwards, promised to have sex with him every day over her summer vacation. A promise which she diligently kept.
As a result of his first sexual experience, which happened to be with the one girl Billy had always fantasized about and had a long-standing crush on, he was a different person. Suzy went back to college the following day, where she was ending her junior year, and Billy was no longer content to just stroke his stick every day. He sought out girls – any girl he could – in order to experience the sensation of sliding his pecker into their wet and waiting hole. And, he delighted in eating them out. He couldn’t get enough of the taste of pussy. Something in him had unleashed the day he and Suzy had sex and he knew he would never be the same again.
Summer arrived, and with it came Suzy, his graduation from high school, and their sexual explorations on a daily basis. Neither of them could ever seem to get enough even though they had sex every day, usually multiple times, and they were naked more than they were clothed. They also began experimenting new things to heighten the pleasure, like masturbating in front of each other and having sex in her pool. They even engaged in a threesome with Suzy’s college roommate, Victoria, which had been a fantastic encounter.
For Suzy, nobody had ever done to her pussy what Billy did to it. Most guys sniffed around her cunt or inserted a finger or two because that’s what they thought should happen. They would give her twat some casual attention and maybe lick her out a little bit, but that was it. It always felt rushed and certainly left her unsatisfied. But Billy! It was as if he had been doing this for years. He made love to her vagina when he kissed her pussy lips and wedged his mouth in between her soft labia. It was incredible. And the way the tip of his tongue flicked and twirled over her clit was beyond description. The sensation of his tongue as it darted in and out of her hole, licking her juices and never tiring, made her cream every time. It was all so wonderful. She couldn’t explain it.
For Billy, Anadolu Yakası Escort being able to have sex with the only girl he had ever been in love with was more than he could have ever hoped for. Just seeing Suzy naked had been phenomenal. He never tired of watching her take her clothes off, or running his hands over her bare body. Seeing her tits jiggle as she straddled his cock, and tasting her pussy as she spread her legs wide for him was better than any of his greatest fantasies had been.
The problem, if there was one, arose when Victoria admitted to Billy that Suzy was in a relationship with some guy in college. According to her roommate, it wasn’t anything serious but they had spent a great deal of time together their junior year and kept in constant touch through texts. Victoria also felt confident that Suzy and this guy – whose name he hadn’t learned – would continue seeing each other when classes resumed in a few weeks.
Billy learned about all of this when Victoria secretly paid him a visit after pretending to leave town. She bluntly explained to him that she wasn’t going leave until they fucked, and that was when she also divulged the news about Suzy and her boyfriend, if that was really what you could call him. Then Victoria promptly stripped naked and started playing with herself right in front of him. What was he supposed to do? After some encouraging from Victoria, Billy did what came naturally. He whipped out his dick and jerked it. He ended up fucking her from behind before she asked him to fuck her in the ass, which had been a whole new and different experience for him, and he spewed his boy juice all across her back.
All that was just last night, and as he lay in bed recollecting that encounter he was trying to figure out the best way to talk to Suzy about everything Victoria had told her. He certainly couldn’t tell Suzy that her roommate and best friend from college made a surprise visit to his house, and he most definitely couldn’t tell her that they had fucked.
What Billy and Suzy shared was nice. It was convenient and easy for both of them. There were no strings attached, nobody had signed a contract and there was no serious obligation. They were just having a bit of fun. So, why did Billy feel betrayed? Or, maybe he felt misled – maybe that was a better explanation for how he felt. All Billy knew was that he needed to have some clarification, and perhaps some closure, before going off to college in a few weeks.
As if Suzy could sense he was thinking about her, Billy’s phone buzzed as he received a text from her. She wanted to come over and he willingly agreed. He got out of bed and walked downstairs to wait for her by the front door. When she knocked, Billy opened the door to gaze at the most beautiful girl he had ever known.
Suzy stood about 5 foot 7 inches, had gorgeous wavy brown hair that sloped down her back and the fullest mouth of white teeth he had ever seen. As she smiled at him Billy melted inside. To him, she was the picture of perfection and in that instant Billy suddenly realized something else. Something that was most likely at the root of everything he had been grappling with over the last twelve hours. He was in love with Suzy. In a way, he supposed he had always been in love with Suzy.
“Hi Billy,” she said, stepping through the door and into his waiting arms.
Hugging her in a tight embrace, feeling her splendid contours against him, he answered, “Hey baby.”
She smiled broadly at him and they kissed. Suzy ran her hands down Billy’s back while trapped in his strong embrace. Their lips parted as they tasted each other, eager for more than a kiss. Billy slid his lips down Suzy’s neck and nibbled on her ear as she exhaled and wriggled in his clutch.
“Oh Billy…” she whispered to him. “Mmm…”
Nothing could ever jump-start Billy’s dick like Suzy’s soft murmuring in his ear. It was automatic. A physical reaction to her voice. He would’ve had more luck trying to change the direction of the wind than stopping his cock from springing to life once her gentle voice entered his ears. It penetrated his soul and he found himself sucking on her neck while pressing his left hand against one of her breasts.
Turning her head, Suzy pressed her full, moist lips against his and they shared a long, passionate kiss. The first in quite some time as their bodies melted into one. Their hands caressed each other as the intensity of the moment increased.
Something else Billy had come to realize lately as a result of his involvement with Suzy was the difference between sex, making love and fucking. Most days Suzy and Billy had sex. It was fun, not too serious, and a fun and casual learning experience for both of them. Some days they made love which was more meaningful. It was slower, more deliberate and more selfless. Occasionally they fucked, which was all about fulfilling a sense of desire and urgency. It was immediate and about instant gratification. Today, it seemed, they were going to make love.
As they stood in each other’s arms in front of the door, the passion and heat between them rose considerably as their bodies pressed together. Suzy slipped out of her shoes while tugging Billy’s shirt over his head. Running her hands across his bare chest she darted her tongue inside his mouth. She wanted to taste him. She was eager for all of him and wanted to taste all of him.
Billy lifted Suzy’s shirt off and unclipped her bra from behind to release her full gorgeous breasts. He took turns touching them before leaning down to suck on her sweet nipples as she exhaled noticeably. Suzy reached out to pull down Billy’s shorts and boxers as all eight inches of his manhood sprung out in front of her. Grabbing it with both hands she began to stroke and caress his meat.
In an instant, all their clothes were gone and they wrapped themselves tightly in their nakedness as they enjoyed a lingering passionate kiss. When they separated, Suzy smiled at Billy while taking him by the hand and leading him up the stairs to his room. Walking behind her as she led the way, Billy marveled at how beautiful she was from the back. Her long, wavy brown hair flowed down almost to the crest of her ass, which swayed back and forth in a tantalizing manner as she climbed the stairs one by one.
When they reached the middle of Billy’s room, Suzy turned to face him. She kissed him again tenderly and then sank to her knees where she took all of him in her wet mouth. All he could do was moan from the sensation. His fingers ran through her thick hair as her head bobbed back and forth servicing him. Billy looked down to watch Suzy slurp on his shlong as she stroked it. He stared at her naked frame extending down and out in front of him. Her tits jiggled about below as she swayed on her knees, and her legs and cute little feet jutted outward on the carpet to point toward his bed. No doubt about it – Suzy was fucking stunning. He was going to miss her.
Before long, a familiar sensation began to build inside him as Suzy licked and sucked his cock, and she could sense it too because she tightened her grip on him while opening her mouth wide. Billy looked down at her again, and when he did his dick exploded inside her mouth. Holding onto her head, with his hands entwined in her hair, Billy’s white cum spurted forth a few rounds as Suzy swallowed. When his rod finally began to soften, she licked and sucked on it a couple more times for good measure before standing up.
After sharing another warm, loving kiss, the two made their way to Billy’s bed. Once under the covers and snuggling comfortably next to each other, they rested in silence for a bit, each lost to their own thoughts. Then, without thinking, Billy stated what was on his mind.
“I’m really going to miss you Suzy.”
This wasn’t just a casual pronouncement. There was something deeper, something more meaningful in it. There was also something more definite and final about it too. Suzy buried her head against his neck and spoke softly in his ear. “I’m really going to miss you too Billy. More than you know.”
As he lay there thinking about this remarkable summer together with his next door neighbor, someone he had known his whole life but had only recently become inextricably tied to, Billy suddenly realized that his neck was damp. Suzy was crying. Her tears were making his neck wet and he was jolted back to reality. “What’s the matter?”
Suzy just shook her head. She was embarrassed to be crying. It was not something she did very often and certainly never something she did in front of a guy. But she couldn’t help herself. It had just happened.
Billy pressed, “Suzy, baby…talk to me.”
She absolutely loved it when he called her “Suzy baby”, and it made her smile a little. Lifting her head a bit to look at him, her cheeks moist from her tears, she could only smile and give him a quick kiss on the lips as he waited for an answer.
Sighing heavily, Suzy lifted herself up to lean her back against the head of his bed and Billy did the same. “I don’t know,” she said honestly, looking down at her hands. “I just don’t know. I usually never cry.”
“Was it because I said I was going to miss you?”
“Yes,” she answered quickly, then took a moment to collect herself and her thoughts. There was more to say. There was much more she wanted to tell him. “And no.”
He wrapped his left arm around Suzy while wiping her damp face with his other hand. She had never looked as beautiful to Billy as she did at that moment. It was an image he would remember for the rest of his life. “Then, what is it?”
“Oh, Billy…” she began, nestling her head on his shoulder. “I don’t know how to say what I’m feeling. Probably because I don’t even know what I’m feeling. Or why.”
“Then just talk to me.”
She lifted her head slightly to gaze into his eyes. Nodding a few times, Suzy leaned in and kissed him softly on the lips. “I love you Billy,” she admitted. She knew this was going to change things but she needed to say it.
For a few moments, those words hung in the air as each of them processed what had just been said. There it was now, out in the open. Those words were huge. They were important. And it took their relationship to a whole new level.
Finally, when Billy opened his mouth to respond, Suzy placed her left hand over it to prevent him from saying anything, then continued, “No. Let me get this out. Let me say everything I need to say, and tell you everything I need to tell you and then you can have your turn, okay?
Swallowing hard both from excitement and fear, Billy could only nod his head slowly in agreement. He was anxious to hear whatever Suzy had to tell him.
“I love you,” she repeated, this time with conviction. She returned to focusing on her hands. “I know I do because I’ve never felt this way about anybody Billy. I’m more comfortable around you than anyone else. I feel like I can just be myself and that you accept me no matter what. I don’t have to think about what I’m doing or saying, or pretending to be anything other than who I am. I can just be me.”
She looked over at him so she could see his face, gauge his reaction and to show him her sincerity. She continued, “It’s not just the sex. Not anymore. It was at first, but now it’s something different. I can’t explain it. I look forward to spending time with you, just being with you no matter we do. I’m dreading going back to college because you won’t be with me. It’s my senior year – this is supposed to be the best year of my life. It’s the last chance I’ll have to be wild and party and do all sorts of shit and I should be excited to go. But I’m not. I’m not looking forward to any of it. I just want to be with you.”
Billy sat there on his bed, his back against the wall listening to Suzy. He looked over at her and smiled in a knowing and sympathetic way. Still, he said nothing. He knew she had more to say and he promised to keep his thoughts to himself until she finished.
“There’s something else too,” she went on. “I should have told you before and I don’t know why I didn’t.” Suzy shifted her focus down to stare at his bedspread. “There’s a guy at college that I have been…kinda seeing, I guess. It’s nothing serious. We hung out occasionally and, from time to time, we had sex. It started toward the beginning of last year, my junior year, and it really is nothing much but I thought you should know. In fact, since you and I started fooling around in the spring I have had no desire for him. Still, I’m sorry I didn’t tell you before now.”
Thank God, Billy thought, internally breathing a sigh of relief. There it was, out in the open now and he was glad. Suzy had just done him a tremendous favor by mentioning the guy she was seeing in college. He had found out about it from her roommate the previous night, but Billy had no earthly idea how he was going to bring up the subject or tell her how he had found out about it. Now, thankfully, he wouldn’t have to.
“To be completely honest,” she continued again, “I don’t even care that much about him. At least, not anymore. I mean, he’s cute and all, and it was fun at first but…”
Without thinking Billy asked, “But what?”
Suzy picked her head up to look over at him. She smiled that irresistible toothy grin, “He’s not you.”
In that instant Billy actually felt his heart skip a beat. When she smiled at him his insides melted, it was that simple. He smiled demurely at Suzy and reach out to place her hand in his, then squeezed gently while moving in to kiss her gingerly on the mouth.
Reaching up to touch his cheek, Suzy brought Billy’s face tighter against hers as their kissing grew intense. Clearly, there was something more between them – much more – than casual sex. There was a depth of feeling that neither of them had ever experienced with anyone else.
When their lips parted, Suzy murmured quietly, “Oh Billy…what am I going to do? You’re heading off to start college while I’m going back to end mine. You’re going to have so much fun and meet so many great people and experience so many wonderful things. I wish I could do it all over again.”
The time had come for Billy to talk but he’d be damned if he knew exactly what he was going to say. What could he say? She was right. He was about to start college as a freshmen while she was going back to complete her senior year. He wanted to say something to make her feel better, to lessen the uncertainty in their lives but his mind was empty. Thankfully, she kept talking, which distracted him from his own dilemma.
“The thing that scares me the most, Billy, is that you’ll go off to college and I will never see you again.” Suzy looked over at him to see a look of puzzled disbelief come over his face.
“Why would you say that?” he asked.
“Billy…” she began slowly. “I know how you feel about your parents. Once you go off to college you’re not going to want to come back home. There is nothing for you here. Your future is out there somewhere, and you have to go and find it. I’m sad because I’m pretty sure I won’t be a part of it, and I certainly can’t ask you to make promises to me that I know you can’t keep.”