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“Okay, are you ready?” I ask as I sit back down on the couch.

“Yes,” Jess says.

~

I run outside and see James walking to his house.

“James, stop. I’m sorry,” I say as I run to him.

He stops walking to let me catch up with him.

“Listen, I’m sorry. I got caught up in the moment,” I say while trying to catch my breath.

“Don’t be sorry, I was happy you said that.”

“Then why didn’t you do it?” I say as I get closer to him.

“Because I can’t stand the thought of losing you.”

“What does that mean?”

“This is going to be our last summer together — soon you’ll be going away to college, and you have the rest of your life planned out in front of you. I don’t want you to be mine if that means that I’m going to lose you… I have always loved you.”

“I love you too… I won’t leave you,” I say.

He picks me up and carries me into his room, and lays me on his bed. He quickly removes my skirt, revealing my pink lace panties. Then he removes his shirt and I see that six-pack I had always loved. He kisses me softly and I kiss him back, then he takes off my shirt and unhooks my bra. His tongue circles my hard nipples, round and round. He traces his fingers around my clit and I can feel my pussy getting wetter and wetter. Teasing me, he removes his fingers and softly kisses my neck. I sit up and fall on top of him. Now I am in charge. I reach my hand down his shorts and feel his hard, hairy penis. I stroke it back and forth.

“Yes,” James groans.

I quickly take off his shorts and boxers and see his long but soft penis. As he lies down, I take it in my hand and suck it, starting at the top and putting all of it into my mouth. I start licking it back and forth, then in a circle motion. I feel his juices come and remove it from my mouth.

“You’re amazing,” he whispers in my ear. We kiss each other; he lies me down and starts exploring me. He licks the outside of my clit. Then he licks up and down the whole length of my vagina. “Oh, oh baby,” I groan. He licks the inside and starts sucking the top. I suddenly feel my juices moving all around my body. He rises and kisses me and I taste my sweet juices.

“Are you ready?” he says.

“Yes.”

He pushes it in and tears start to fill my eyes. James pulls it out about three inches and then slowly pushes it back inside. My body wants to erupt and I know his does too. “Oh, God,” James says. His hand guides my hips up and down, faster and faster, and then he slows down. We repeat this motion over and over changing the tempo from fast to slow and then back to fast again. I let go of him and then reach behind him to pull him deeper and deeper inside of me. He tries to hold it in but he can’t, and I feel his hot juices filling my tight tube.

“SHIT,” he screams, and as he screams, I go into an orgasm and then climax. “OH, YEAH!” I yell. He keeps fucking me, until finally I stop him.

“James, stop,” I say giggling. He rolls over and our eyes lock.

“I love you, Kourtney.”

“I love you too.”

I put on my bra and panties, James’s sweatpants and t-shirt, and roll into bed with him. We start watching a movie, and then during the movie James falls asleep. I look at him and know things will be different tomorrow. I turn the movie off and fall asleep.

~ As I open my eyes, I smile and cover my eyes from the Jersey Shore sun. I look over expecting to see James, but instead I see no one. “What?” I think to myself. I get up and walk down his long hallway, to his Kolej Escort kitchen and see his parents, eating breakfast.

“Kourtney, what are you doing here?” James’s dad asks.

“Uhmm, where’s James?” I say, ignoring his question.

“Outside…”

I run past him, open the front door and see James wearing no shirt, mowing the yard.

“Really!?! You leave me in your room to bump into your parents?”

“Sorry, babe. I thought you would stay asleep until I was finished.”

I wasn’t even listening to him; all I was doing was looking at his beautiful body.

“I know, don’t I look sexy…” he says as he flexes his muscles.

“You really do,” I say as he pulls me closer and kisses me.

“Kourtney! Your mom is on the phone,” James’s sister yells.

I run inside and take the phone.

“KOURTNEY, I have been worried sick about you. Where have you been? Why don’t you check in with me?”

Before she can say anything else, I make something up. “Mom, I’m sorry. I got drunk and James didn’t want me to walk home by myself. It got late, so I came back here.”

“YOU WERE DRINKING!?!”

“Yes, mom and I’m sorry.”

Not listening to anything I say she adds, “THEN YOU GO BACK TO A BOY’S HOUSE!?!”

“MOM, I didn’t do anything.”

Finally, after she calms down, she explains to me why she is so worried, then says sorry about yelling at me.

“Kourtney, just come home.”

“Okay, I’ll be right there.”

~

I walk closer to my house and see a red Ford Mustang parked in the driveway.

“Who the hell is that?” I say to my brother who is walking outside.

“How about you go see yourself?”

“Well, I was just asking, jerk.”

I walk inside and can’t believe my eyes. My ex-boyfriend Tony is sitting right there in the kitchen, talking to my dad.

“Hi, Daddy,” I say to my dad as I kiss him on the cheek.

“Tony, what are you doing here?” I ask.

“I was wondering if I could talk to you.”

“I guess,” I say as we walk outside.

“Kourtney, I love you and I made a mistake.”

“Tony, stop. You already did this two times. You cheated on me.”

“I want to go to college with you, I want you,” he says to me.

“No, no! I can’t do this… We aren’t going to be that popular couple we used to be in high school. This is real life, Tony. I need someone who is gonna be there for me and love me and you can’t do that.”

Suddenly, Tony grabs my arm and pins me up against the side of the house.

“LET GO OF ME!” I scream.

He lets go of me and walks to his car and screams like a baby.

“You’re gonna be mine, whether you like if or not,” he yells.

“Fuck you!” I scream as he speeds away.

I run back inside, with tears streaming down my face, and run upstairs. I couldn’t believe what had just happened to me. I look down at my arms and realize that they’re covered in bruises that are not only painful but also clearly visible. I don’t know what to do. How could two guys love me? Do I choose my best friend who I just made love to, or my high school sweetheart? The first thing I think is that if I have to choose between the two of them then I choose James, but then I realize I don’t really know what is going to happen to us once the summer is over. All I can do is cry and cry. Then I decide to take a walk. I put my dog on her leash, get changed into shorts and a T-shirt, and get on my bike and ride it down the street while my dog runs Sincan Escort alongside me.

“Hey gurl,” Brooke yells as I ride past her house.

“Hey.”

“What happened to you last night? You like left without saying anything.”

“Yeah, I know. I’m sorry.”

“What did you and James do?”

“We had sex,” I say. I say it rather loudly. I say it loud enough so that the whole world can hear me. Then I tell her everything that happened and also what had happened this morning.

“Wow. So what are you going to do?” Brooke asks.

“Hope that Tony doesn’t come back and I’m gonna try to stay away from James. I need time to think.”

“Okay. Hey do you want sleepover tonight, to get your mind off of everything?” Brooke asks.

“You know what, sure.”

“Good. Come over at 6:30.”

~

Later that night, I arrive at Brooke’s house and see Ashley and my other friend Sammy there too. We all talk for a while about different things, and then James comes up in our conversation.

“So… Are you guys dating, or is it a ‘no strings attached’ situation?” Ashley asks.

“Yes, we are dating… I think,” I say.

“Really?!? Good for you. You’re too good for a ‘no strings attached’ kind of deal.”

We all laugh, and then Brooke’s house phone starts to ring.

“Who is it?” Sammy asks.

Ignoring her, Brooke says, “Yeah, we’ll be there. 13th street, right? …Okay good… See you there.”

“Who was that?” I ask.

“Get the hottest dress you have,” she responds.

“Why?” we all ask as she looks through her closet.

“Because, there is a party on 13th street on the boardwalk and we are going.”

“Yayyy! PARTY!!!” Sammy and Ashley scream.

I really didn’t need this, I didn’t want to go. I just wanted to have a girls’ night with my friends and now it was turning into something else entirely. As we get ready, all I can think of is James, James, James. When we get to the party, I try to enjoy myself but I can’t. Then all of the sudden I see Tony standing five feet away from me. I tap Ashley on the shoulder and point to Tony.

“Shit, what are we going to do?” Ashley asks.

“I don’t know.”

I feel someone’s arms wrap around my hips. I turn around to see James smiling at me and then he kisses me, and I am so happy to see him for some odd reason that I give him a hot, long kiss. I really wanted him to leave because I knew something would happen between him and Tony, but before I could say anything, Tony comes up to us.

“So, you slept with my girlfriend?” Tony screams to James as he slams him against the wall.

“What the fuck, man!” James yells.

“STOP,” I scream but they don’t listen.

“She’s mine,” Tony screams as he starts punching him.

“She broke up with you. She wants me,” James says.

By the time that’s said they are tackling each other and beating each other up. Meanwhile, everyone is gathering around us and I try to break it up but nothing works. Finally, I decide to walk away when I realize that neither of them will listen to me. I just start to cry. What did I get myself into? Then James stands up with a black eye, grabs my hand and we run outside. All he does is hug me.

“Shhh… Don’t cry, baby,” he keeps repeating to me. He put his arms around me; I was so close to him I felt like I was perfectly safe.

“I’m so sorry,” I say to him as we walk back to his car.

All he does is kiss my forehead and open my car Yenimahalle Escort door. He gets in on his side, then stops and looks right at me.

“Do you love him?” he asks.

“No, I love you,” I say.

“What do you want to do?” he asks.

“Take me away from here,” I whisper in his ear.

He starts his car and we drive all the way to the heart of AC. The lights, the sounds, and everything is amazing. He pulls into Trumps. We park the car and walk inside to the front desk.

“Welcome to Trumps Casino and Hotel! How can I help you?” the woman says.

“One-night stay, in the penthouse suite,” James says.

“Okay, with taxes that will be $648.50.”

James hands her his dad’s card, she gives the card back and wishes us a good night. We walk onto the elevator and he can’t keep his hands off of me. I feel his hand slide up my dress.

“Stop,” I say starting to laugh. “Good things come to boys who wait,” I say.

The elevator stops on our floor. I run into the room and drop my clothes all over the floor. I go into the bathroom and start a steamy bath adding bubbles and roses, and then I dim the lights and step into the bathtub and start the jets.

“Kourtney… I’m going to find you…” James says.

He walks into the bathroom with my clothes in his hands. His jaw drops when he looks up and sees me in the bath with my leg up on top of the tub.

“Come in,” I say.

James quickly takes off his clothes and gets into the tub. We get closer and start making out. We are so close our stomachs touch. James then grabs the body wash and a sponge, and turns me around so my back is facing him, and he starts washing my back and kissing my neck. Then he goes in between my breasts, my legs, my neck, my back; anywhere that will make me feel good. Finally, he takes his two fingers and slides them inside of me.

“That feels so good,” I moan.

In the middle of this wonderful moment, someone knocks on the door.

“Really?” I say as I put my head on his chest.

“I’ll be right back,” he says. James climbs out of the tub and puts his towel around his waist and walks to the door.

“Hi, here’s your food,” a bellhop says.

“Thanks,” James says as he takes the food and hands him a $20.

“So, having some fun?” he asks James.

“What do you think?” he says as he closes the door.

“Baby!” I scream as I run out of the tub naked.

“You are crazy. You know that right?”

“Yep.”

I get into sweatpants and a sweatshirt and we go out on the balcony and eat our dinner.

“Let go see the town,” he says.

“Okay.”

We leave our room and head downstairs to check out the Casino. James shows me where they put the money, and teaches me how to play blackjack. (Well he explains to me how the game is played, and we watch others play it, but we don’t actually play ourselves.) Then we walk around and visit all the restaurants. Then we take a romantic walk on the beach.

“Please, come in the water…”

“It 2:30 in the morning!”

“So?”

“So, no.”

“We can go skinny dipping,” James says with a smile.

I let go of his hand and walk closer to the water. I bend down and skim the water with my hand. I look at the moonlit sky and think of Abby. She would tell me right now to get in and live life. I slowly start taking off my clothes and James takes my hand and we wade into the water. It’s so cold but also so refreshing. James and I swim around and kiss. He wraps his arms around my waist, and I wrap mine around his neck, and we kiss in the moonlight.

“I love you,” James says.

“I love you more.”

~

“Wow, mom. You were quite a Man-eater,” Jess says.

“I know… You have to go take a shower. It’s already 12:20.”

“Fine, but can you tell me more when I get done?”

“Sure.”

~

Part 3 coming soon